I just need to get this off my chest:

THINGS I NEED TO DO THIS FOLLOWING SCHOOL YEAR. Not in an particular order of course.
1. Draw more or at least find more time to draw.
2. Do better in school this year than I did last year.
3. Be more social and make more friends!
4. Keep in touch with old friends better, make more of an effort.
5. Try to eat better during school year, no more of this one meal a day shit.
6. Keep up the motivation to do kung fu more often, as in regularly.
7. Learn not to procrastinate.

That is all.

On the western front! Oh ho ho ho ho~

But yeah. Guess I'm going to start drawing again? I have a few paintings lying around that I need to finish... But then again. What happened to my motivation? I don't know. I hope I find it again soon. I find it so hard to start new things lately. I really do.

And there are still so many things I need to get better at.
Better posing.
Better lighting/shading.
Better color theory.
Creativity in general...

But yeah. College. It really takes up a lot of my life. And summer.. I've just been trying to enjoy myself. I kind of don't remember what I used to do before college. It's strange.
Like a brainwashing. Oh well. Here's to hoping I finish something this week...

I just don't care anymore.

I think. I need.
To straighten out priorities.

I know I don't have much time as before to draw. And when I do draw, it's the same mess over and over.

So, I'm going to make a small list of things to work on. So when I do draw. I have something to focus on. Heh.

1. More expressions.
2. Better anatomy.
3. Better ideas in general.
4. Works with meaning.
5. More realistic.

Tough order huh?

Ah well.
Between reading and homework, it's not like there's much time to work on art anyways.

Wish me luck!
I wish you all well.

So college has started. And I have no time for art much.
So I guess.
This is the end.

NOT.

But yeah, you know what I mean.
Less art.
I hope I don't forget how to draw.

This is a sad day in my life.
The first day of classes in college.

I shall have no life.

Fare-the-well for now.

I shall go make some microwaveable pasta.